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Kings of Anarchy Chpt 18-19

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  Come listen with me, Im at 9 hours, 50 minutes Called it!! Kyan and Tatum need to get married to get the O'Briens! Kyans creepy grandfather wants to sell Tatum to Royam D'Elite Kyan is so cute! He is SO proud to marry Tatum. It kind of blinds him to the situation of the other Kings. That it isn't Tatum picking him over the others. She is picking him, just like she picks the others. I kind of feel bad about how possessive and happy he is. Like he really thinks she's only his. In his crappy family he doesn't get nice things. But he gets her, because of his family, to make her family and protect her. Kyan shrugged. "I mean, I'm sure it sucks for you guys now that I own Tatum in a whole other way. A bigger way some might say. A way recognised by everyone in the world. By God and Satan and every angel and demon hiding in the shadows. " It answers part of the question about what happens when school ends. Kyan isn't giving her up or letting her go...

Kings of Anarchy Chapter 14-17

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 Come listen with me. Im at  8:44 Saint is really loosing his mind. It would only confirm in your mind what your instincts have been warning you about from the very first moment we met. There is no good in me, Tatum Rivers. And I'll ruin you in every way that I can if you give me half the chance . His rules are crumbling. And he wants them to crumble, he almost broke them. And that makes Saint loose his mind, he wants to be punished by the other Kings. "If you make me break the rules for you, you'll regret it more keenly than anything else that's ever happened to you in your miserable life," Saint at least recognizes himself. And everyone thinks he is some devil and cold and uncaring. He isnt really, he is protecting everyone (including himself) It felt like I'd been attacking myself. My own...heart. And I couldn't bear that. Because I needed to keep owning her. I needed to know that she was mine and I was starting to think that I might just be hers...

Kings of Anarchy Chapter 10

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  Come Listen with me, Im at 4hrs 57 min Meela talks about her boyfriend and he lack of ... skill...The Kings are talked into giving advice to Danny. (Not Monroe, but even Saint participates) They are seen showing him all kinds of things and then ask for Tatum to come and show what they are doing. And then they ask Danny to show and he takes a step to Tatum and the Kings all freak! All of them. And then the "justice ninja" starts on the Kings. And starts with the Teddy Bear, Blake. And his trophies. His trophies! But in the moment it's his mother's trophy he wants the most. The relationship with each King is progressing. Tatum goes after Blake's Trophies, is caring for Saint, finally is connecting (every way) with Kyan and is all in with Monroe. It is all of them. It could never be one of them. But being after Christmas means there is just 1 more semester left. And then everything will change. And no one is talking about it! So everyone just has differen...

Kings of Anarchy Chpt 8-9

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  Come Listen with me, Im at 4hrs 57 min Meela talks about her boyfriend and he lack of ... skill...The Kings are talked into giving advice to Danny. (Not Monroe, but even Saint participates) They are seen showing him all kinds of things and then ask for Tatum to come and show what they are doing. And then they ask Danny to show and he takes a step to Tatum and the Kings all freak! All of them. And then the "justice ninja" starts on the Kings. And starts with the Teddy Bear, Blake. And his trophies. His trophies! But in the moment it's his mother's trophy he wants the most. The relationship with each King is progressing. Tatum goes after Blake's Trophies, is caring for Saint, finally is connecting (every way) with Kyan and is all in with Monroe. It is all of them. It could never be one of them . But being after Christmas means there is just 1 more semester left. And then everything will change. And no one is talking about it! So everyone just has differe...

Kings of Anarchy chapter 5-7

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Come read with me, Im at 3hr 38 min Tatum is finally accepting the Kings and that they might mean something to her. While also worried about what will happen  when school ends. But she is seeing each King in a unique light they wont show anyone else. Kyan is ...a dark angel with no god. A vigilante who answered blood with blood. But the problem was, he punished himself too. Each of the Kings she needs and feels and uses a different way. (They came ) for me in my most desperate moment of need. But it was so strange to feel that way about them after everything. I just couldn’t shake it off. Kyan she uses him to hide away from her pain I wanted to disappear into him [Kyan] and forget my pain time and again. Blake fills her with light Blake’s kisses always felt like our souls were bleeding into one another, becoming one, beautiful blazing entity that filled me up to the brim. Saint takes her control and giver her freedom And I immediately felt the shackles of my mind relea...

Kings of Anarchy Chapter 4-5

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  Come listen with me... I'm at Chapter 6, 2 hours and 27 minutes. Yes Saint was a lousy patient. Hit by a car and shot and then tries pushing weights? Tries to get back to norm "All of this makes me feel so fucking...mortal" But Tatum is there with him. Everything looks like it's changed... for now. I wish it magically changed everything... but we are at the beginning of book 3 and I know there isn't a HEA until the very end! Tatum caring for Saint because she ... cares... or because she owes him for trying to save her. The man had nearly died to save me after all . Tatum just knows what her Kings need. You dont learn that level of detail without a reason, and it's not revenge anymore. "What's the time?" he demanded, panic in his eyes. I glanced at the clock behind me on the nightstand and frowned as I saw it was three minutes to nine. "Nine am," I said immediately. "Liar," he hissed, trying to crane his neck to look at...

Kings of Anarchy Chapter 1-4

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  Come listen with me, I'm halfway through chapter 4, 1 hour First if all.... YES! Kyan kissed Tatum! What a start to the next book! I couldn't wait and had to go right into it and see if they rescued her. But of course she rescued herself. It wasn't a question. Tatum the Queen of Death. Covered in the blood of her enemies. And of course! That is when Kyan first kissed her. No hesitation! She had taken ownership of my twisted, fucked up being and I would willingly dive into hellfire and beyond at her command, just to make her happy. When they get back to everyone. And Saint! Saint who threw himself at a car and got shot trying to get to Tatum. Monroe falls on his knees. And really declares himself to them all. Blake has a bit of a moment, that they all have at one time. She'd sworn herself to all of us and just because I was giving myself to her alone, didn't mean she'd be doing the same . They have all thought "my girl" at one time and check...

Kings of Lockdown .... Chapter 23-27

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  Come listen with me, Im at Chapter 28, 18hrs and 14 min Im disappointed in who the stalker is. It is too easy. I think hes being set up by someone (?Kyans family), if so I feel bad for Toby. The different things that the stalker did just dont seem to match, it seemed there was an aggressive part (the threats) and the in-love with parts (the love notes) and the creepy part (photos and stealing underwear). I thought Toby had competed in the "wiping trials" during the Night keeper party, but I went back and they didnt mention him. But it certainly brought the hunter out in the NightKeepers. We find out about Kyans family. Irish mafia and why he was so worried about what the Kings would think of him. He needs to escape them! He's way too good for them. Kyan found out about the list. And of course is good with the revenge, and even let's her get back for the bathtub (which again... he was the one to stop it, just like they storm) "And I’m not even sorry for the v...

Kings of Lockdown... Chapter 22-25

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 Im in the middle of chapter 25, 15:50 Chapter 23 ended with the stalker showing some of their hand. Im not sure who it is yet. But Im sticking with my  previous guesses. Maybe Kyans family put them up to it? We've learned more about the unspeakables and their actual crimes (I thought maybe with Deep/throat that maybe the unspeakables were punished for crimes, but they seemed so pathetic). How can you think there were actual crimes when Tatum was punished for something she didnt do. Its just a reminder the bad people know how to manipulate and pretend they arent bad And now some Kyan-love. If Blake is a teddy bear, Kyan is the Rottweiler that will fight and attack others but also cuddles and is ridiculous with his family. We learned more about Kyans story and my heart is aching! His family is Irish mafia-style evil .... I think Kyan should have been on the cover of this story instead of Monroe for this book... Kyan is so hopeless and so afraid to share. He wants love and ...

Kings of Lockdown... chapter 19-22

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  Come listen with me Im at Chapter 23, 14:17 Tatum is getting closer and closer to her revenge list. The blue balls she gives to boys! I thought those would replace the sex tape.... but apparently not. I think it is good revenge for enjoying the idea of the sex tape and the revenge. But she keeps crossing off the list. But I think it's getting harder to do it. More that she has to do it to feel true to herself than she wants to do it. The fun revenge parts, yes are true to her revenge. But when she gets evil.... The fish stew (fun) the humiliation afterwards (evil) The ice in bed (fun) The gun in bed (evil.... but also safe). And Blake needs the evil to repent The pepper spray (not evil) Locking out in the rain (fun... but also they got off lightly for that one) The drunk scene with Blake and Kian and Sin taking control 🔥 🥵 Even Sins punishment (consequences)  wasn't horrible and Tatum is very in-tune with what each of them needs. Monroe is still the anomaly unti...

Kings of Lockdown... Chapter 9-11

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Chapter 11, which is 6hrs 11 min Oh Kian... “ You’re everything and I’m nothing. And the worst thing about that is…you know it" He's such a hurt little boy. And they just need to get over their crapp. He humiliated her as part of the Kings group, but she humiliated him as an individual. She got upset and jealous and interrupted things because she was upset. I hope she comes around soon And Blake! Trying to get over his grief Thinking It made me wonder if I hadn’t totally screwed everything up with her. Because surely if she still gave a shit about me after everything, then there was hope. "Im yours too" They are almost trying to redeem themselves And they are starting to recognize that she is their weakness, and they won't let her go She is always very honest with then that she's going to run as soon as she can. She gets back at Saint and things explode. Burning his records and he FLIPS! Blake and Kyan actually stand up for her. Making her thiers m...

Kings of Lockdown... Chapter 8-9

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Im at 5:23 and chapter 10 Tatum is getting her sweet revenge! She has her list and is crossing things off her list. She does have more of a heart than the boys appear to though... Nash became a Night Keeper. Im not sure how this is going to work yet because hes a teacher. Of course he has all of the Orian (ZA) vibes but with more self esteem and a bit less than an a$$. .... now I know these are supposed to be teenagers.... but that's not how I pictured them. I think of them as more 20 -25 years old with a more mature brain and able to make their own decisions. More like college kids.... so the whole age thing is just something I dont pay attention to. But I know some readers dont like the age issues. But this is a fantasy world and society rules are not the same... Tatum is getting her revenge on the boys while also getting closer to Nash. He tells her his background story and it was so sad! I had to stop what I was doing and just listen to his story. Can totally understand why...