Kings of Anarchy Chpt 8-9

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Meela talks about her boyfriend and he lack of ... skill...The Kings are talked into giving advice to Danny. (Not Monroe, but even Saint participates)
They are seen showing him all kinds of things and then ask for Tatum to come and show what they are doing.
And then they ask Danny to show and he takes a step to Tatum and the Kings all freak! All of them.

And then the "justice ninja" starts on the Kings. And starts with the Teddy Bear, Blake. And his trophies.
His trophies!
But in the moment it's his mother's trophy he wants the most.

The relationship with each King is progressing. Tatum goes after Blake's Trophies, is caring for Saint, finally is connecting (every way) with Kyan and is all in with Monroe.

It is all of them. It could never be one of them.

But being after Christmas means there is just 1 more semester left. And then everything will change.
And no one is talking about it! So everyone just has different ideas and fears about the future.

Saint doesn't really know what to do. He's taught to be self sufficient but let's Tatum care for him when he needs it. But he also needs control, which she gives him. But I think part of it is also that he needs to take it. And he wants Tatum so much! But he just cant let himself take that step.

Because it was unhealthy. Not for me, but certainly for her. If she had any comprehension of the way I felt about her, I had no doubt she'd run screaming for the hills....If I ever crossed this line that had been drawn between us, I knew I'd lose control.

The punishment he gives Tatum, really is punishment for both of them and 🔥 🥵
Punishment for Saint, because he just won't break the rules. He thinks it is to protect her, but it also protects himself

"The rules will always apply to me"
I lived for the pain of testing my own control, so it was the sweetest kind of ache

The fact that Saint has a drawer full of "velvet bags" is hillarious! Because of course he does. He is such a freak! I love it!

"I want to own every single inch of you, Tatum. I want you like I’ve never wanted any other woman. I want to ravish and destroy you and conquer your body in the most brutal way I can. But I won't break the rules, not ever."

And yet every time it looks like he is letting her in. He slams the door shut again! But now we can see it's because he is afraid of what he will do to her

If she tempted me into breaking the rules for her then she would find out exactly how much of a monster I could be and I didn’t want to unleash that on her.